The bad news finally coming..
I'm shocked, sad, mad and confuse at the same time..
I can't cry at first,, just stunned with a blank mind..
I know I always said "they should just announce something rather than make fans wait",, but I never expect it turns this way.. I never expect that NEWS will lost 2 members and most of all one of them is their leader..
I can't stop crying and asking "why"..
I never knew it will be this painful to see them torn apart.. I just cant handle it..

but this is the way they choose,, I respect that..
I'm mad to both yamapi and ryo (esp.yamapi),, but I can't hate them..
I'm sad reading people's comment about yamapi,, but I can't blame them for it.. they have right to be angry..
I can't hate yamapi,, he's the one who brought me to NEWS.. and I'm thankful for that..
right now I can't stand to see 6 of them in one frame,, I've changed my phone and lappie wallies..
I can't even listen to their songs,, thinking that there will be no yamapi or ryo's voice in their new songs makes my heart ache..
and I don't think I can watch next Johnny's Countdown,, it will be just too painful.. T__T
the rest of 4 members comments make me want to hug them,, they are the one who hurt the most.. and I think they need us, fans, more than yamapi or ryo..
that's why I decided not to give up on them,, I will still support them no matter what..
maybe they will be more active with this 4 members cos they don't have to wait for yamapi's solo or ryo in kanjani8.. (except maybe they have to wait tegomass for now)
May NEWS have an excellent carreer journey after this..
Good Luck Yamapi and Ryo.. Thank you,, Sayonara..
I will still support both of you though..
It's still painful to see my LJ header.. I want to change it but I just can't.. T_T